Two Years Ago

It started with this:

I was this:

And I felt like this (on repeat):

We could keep trying
but things will never change
So I don’t look back
Still I’m dying with every step I take
But I don’t look back

I said this and I meant it. I still do.:

Starting now I’ll never know your name
Starting now I’ll never feel the same
Starting now I wish you never came into my world.

Trying to be this:

And even if you try this, sometimes it doesn’t work:

After a while, even though I said otherwise, I was this:

So, after a lot of crying, I said this:

Despite everything, I kinda believed this:

Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I’ll find my way back to you
If you’ll be waiting

(editor’s note: you weren’t)

At the end of it all, I realized:

After some time and now

It was slow, and for a while I was this:

I knew this song would ring true someday:

And then, I met the one who made me dance and sing:

And I’m truly happy, like this:

And now, this is the song I’ll dance to at our wedding (with the person who is good to me, and not an egotistical jerk):